Im really affected by what happen to my grandma
Itz kinda stressing my mum out too
*sigh*
Wanna find ppl to grumble .. But nobody can really understand the whole situation
=(

Dun really feel like blogging out
No point to let u guys noe too
But juz have to do this in the meanwhile to relief sum stress bah

Yea .. The ah ma i love most is in the hospital now
The fall made damages to her brain i guess
Physically she seems better .. But not mentally

Y i mention i felt heartache ytd is becoz of her attitude ytd
When we were abt to leave
She threw her tantrum .. Cried n plead
Most heartbreaking part was hearing her screaming tt she dun wanna die
She dun wanna stay in the hospital
I had to keep calming her down n assuring she wun
(T_T)
My mother told me tt my grandma hated the hospital
Maybe tt explain her reaction

Another ting is that her mind is not 'clear' now
She cant regconise any of us !!
Dammit
When we ask her does she noe who are we .. She juz gave one kind of face
How sad can tt be
And most prob this will go on forever
*sigh*

Furthermore .. After her discharge ..zZz
All her children came to a decision of sending her to old age home
$^$E%&$%^*$%^#$^#%$^$#E%^
*ARGH*
Im like .. wth man?
I juz dun like the idea .. But wat can i do
Nothing
Im in no position to say anything
My mother didnt wan to oso .. But no choice
Nobody is free n capable of taking care of my grandma

Money
Why muz thr always be money probs oso
I noe itz not reali a problem of mine
But this is the issue tt is stressing my mum
>,<

I dislike my 2nd uncle
Heartless money face freak .. Coward
I despise him of the tings he'd done .. zZz
And if not becoz of my irresponsible uncompassionate dad
My grandma may not have to go to the home
Ppl duno wat he had done to my grandma, mum and us
I did not mention to anyone
These 2 guys sux !

I hate to see my grandma in this state .. Afterall im her most doted grandchild
I juz love her so much
I hate knowing my mum is in quite a difficult position too
And all i can do is nothing !
*zZz*

Guess i've typed too much
U guys wouldnt noe wat im toking abt
Wouldnt noe wat exactly is going on in this family at this point
Muz be tinking .. How can it be ..
Michelle got troubles de meh?
She seem kinda xing fu n cheerful always
Well .. Itz juz becoz i choose to keep most of the tings to myself
And show u guys my cheerful side

Oh well .. zZz
Juz treat those whole chunk of stuff i typed are craps
Plz spare me frm all ur questions regarding wat is going on n stuff
I've got no mood
It will onli make me more depress
I appreciate all of ur concern loads though